Torn To Pieceses..
Everytime I looked at someone smiles,
I wonder why is that person is able to smile..
Why that person can be happy as if soaring up i the sky..
without any hesitation..
Freely roaming through the wide blue sky..
While I stuck locked inside a small cage and forever hide from everyone..
from ever opening it to free me frommy despair..
Sadness that brings oblivious to myself..
So after all this wasted time..
Wondering endlessley..
Unknowingly forever I will be lonely..
For only s worthwhile to someone..
to care for me..
But how..
No one .. no one .. and no one..
Cut of my wings that used to fly..
higher and higher..
Soaring..wanting to searching..
everywhere.. every place..
Everyspot of I know ..
not anymore..
"is it okey to let it go?"
yes it is..
cut.. tear.. rip..
name it..
I will tear it of till no more blood shall spill..
the pain.. that not no one knows..
every in everyway i try described it..
Standing still on high to root..
Hearing the sound of the wind..
blowing through softly the desire to fly..
The only thing I could do is smile..
upon the bright blue sky was once I call home..
At last the desires dies like an chamberextinguished instantly..
Smile.. just smile..and just smile..
Be the moon above..
Lastly smile...
hey he really leave me though.. fade away from me... Its okey to let it go... it's okey...
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Poems yang deberi kepada saya,,
From my dearest friend.. its so sweet..
Sun shines
Stars sparkles..
Soar through the blue skies..
Flap the wings of freedom..
Think nothing you're special..
Be who u are.. Love u always..
~28/4/07~
Wave splashes on the shore..
Wind blows through the air..
Clouds swifts accross the ocean..
And the lands,
One thing remains here..
forever here..
My love to you, my dear..
~29/4/07~
Roses blooms at dawn,
High tidearive at dawn,
Sun risesat dawn,
I will walk at dawn,
And write a message..
That i care ,
That i love,
Is that you.
~30/4/07~
Wind blows on summer,
Cold breeze on winter,
Leaf witherd on fall,
Flower blooms onSpring,
But your heart blooms everytime season changes..
I really do love you..
~ 30/4/07 ~
Birds fly with wings flap gracefully,
by your ears,
Sky colourep purely blue by the naked eyes,
It's a paradise in ypur heart..
If only I was there to be with you,
Flames soar with intense..
Ashes fades to dust..
Something else frever remains..
And its belongs ours..
~ 20/6/07
Time passes with vaguely..
Far off into the distance..
But still i lost sight of something precious..
Violent and Fragile shards of memries..
Even if we both awaken from the dreams we share..
The wind blowsalong the fading scenery..
My memories go round and round..
Inside my head like a revolving lantern..
Time and time again..
But they just disapppear..
A sad merry-go-round..
I'll never forget this love.
~ 29/6/07 ~
Close your eyes..
and kiss me goodbye..
~ 14/9/07 ~
Sun shines
Stars sparkles..
Soar through the blue skies..
Flap the wings of freedom..
Think nothing you're special..
Be who u are.. Love u always..
~28/4/07~
Wave splashes on the shore..
Wind blows through the air..
Clouds swifts accross the ocean..
And the lands,
One thing remains here..
forever here..
My love to you, my dear..
~29/4/07~
Roses blooms at dawn,
High tidearive at dawn,
Sun risesat dawn,
I will walk at dawn,
And write a message..
That i care ,
That i love,
Is that you.
~30/4/07~
Wind blows on summer,
Cold breeze on winter,
Leaf witherd on fall,
Flower blooms onSpring,
But your heart blooms everytime season changes..
I really do love you..
~ 30/4/07 ~
Birds fly with wings flap gracefully,
by your ears,
Sky colourep purely blue by the naked eyes,
It's a paradise in ypur heart..
If only I was there to be with you,
Flames soar with intense..
Ashes fades to dust..
Something else frever remains..
And its belongs ours..
~ 20/6/07
Time passes with vaguely..
Far off into the distance..
But still i lost sight of something precious..
Violent and Fragile shards of memries..
Even if we both awaken from the dreams we share..
The wind blowsalong the fading scenery..
My memories go round and round..
Inside my head like a revolving lantern..
Time and time again..
But they just disapppear..
A sad merry-go-round..
I'll never forget this love.
~ 29/6/07 ~
Close your eyes..
and kiss me goodbye..
~ 14/9/07 ~
Monday, October 29, 2007
Sweet poems..frm my dearest friend..
A word From a Boy..
What do you really get..
after you have somethng that you..
want so much?
For a worthwhile of period of time..
What ever happens if someone..
was something for someone you love..
Someone you want to be with..
Togather with someone..
But what happens..
if someone that is,
someone was going to die..
bacause an unknown virus..
What will you do..
After all the times you've been together..
with someone someone you dear most..
Someone you care for..
Wanting for someone love..
And yet silently driffting away everyday not knowing..
someone taht doesn't care bout you..
But still You want to be with her you love most..
Everything you did..
nor the less someone left you alone..
in the end..
Like the boy said..
Conceal of feelings lust for love..
Smiling is the way yo keep happy..
Thus not one living soul shall know of me..
Being left and forced to be in the shadows..
This poem is kindly tell me he in suffering.. well this is life...
sour, sweet, bitter... Just like a ice lemon tea..
This the reallity..
What do you really get..
after you have somethng that you..
want so much?
For a worthwhile of period of time..
What ever happens if someone..
was something for someone you love..
Someone you want to be with..
Togather with someone..
But what happens..
if someone that is,
someone was going to die..
bacause an unknown virus..
What will you do..
After all the times you've been together..
with someone someone you dear most..
Someone you care for..
Wanting for someone love..
And yet silently driffting away everyday not knowing..
someone taht doesn't care bout you..
But still You want to be with her you love most..
Everything you did..
nor the less someone left you alone..
in the end..
Like the boy said..
Conceal of feelings lust for love..
Smiling is the way yo keep happy..
Thus not one living soul shall know of me..
Being left and forced to be in the shadows..
This poem is kindly tell me he in suffering.. well this is life...
sour, sweet, bitter... Just like a ice lemon tea..
This the reallity..
Poems from my dearest friend to me............
Sad Nor Smile...
It feels something elsethen joy and happiness..
But instead a heartache.
Knowing you smiling,
Ohh.. is this happiness or despair starring up on the black sky..
filled with bright stars..
With the moon coverd by huge black cloud..
I wonder why?
Lets put it this way..
If the stars are shinning then its must be you..
If the moon is covered by a huge black sky..
then it must be me..
Sadness that's not showing but instead shines brightly..
by the reflection of the sunlight..
Pretending to be happy..
but to tell the truth the moon itself is ugly..
not showing other side itself..
Concealing of my feelings would be impossible..
but keeping it inside will i do the best..
So, only seeing with you is the only things..
makes me smile or sad..
he is so sweet like candy.. really.. but at that stage.. i cant.. i just like him to enjoy hislife..
mysterry guy huh??
It feels something elsethen joy and happiness..
But instead a heartache.
Knowing you smiling,
Ohh.. is this happiness or despair starring up on the black sky..
filled with bright stars..
With the moon coverd by huge black cloud..
I wonder why?
Lets put it this way..
If the stars are shinning then its must be you..
If the moon is covered by a huge black sky..
then it must be me..
Sadness that's not showing but instead shines brightly..
by the reflection of the sunlight..
Pretending to be happy..
but to tell the truth the moon itself is ugly..
not showing other side itself..
Concealing of my feelings would be impossible..
but keeping it inside will i do the best..
So, only seeing with you is the only things..
makes me smile or sad..
he is so sweet like candy.. really.. but at that stage.. i cant.. i just like him to enjoy hislife..
mysterry guy huh??
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Meaningfull n lovely day...
Saturday
20/10/07
DEar bloggie, hari ini Tun buat open house. Well pja memang excited sangat2... i miss them alot!! hurmm hakim, idayat, and other fellow. disebabkan terlalu teruja, parents Tun srill remeber me. Know what is the treatmark 4 me?? 'oUWWH awk yg dtglast year kan, yg potpet..potpet tue." Pja plak dat time malu sgt2.. hanye tuhan yg tahu..pja fikir2 blk byk sgt kew pja ckp huh last year?? ye la agaknye. Mana taknye rumah Tun lawa and ada garden engglish style gitu. So last year pja siap tangkap pic sana sini dlm rumah dia. Memang muka x malu on pja that time. ahah.. Tapi last year intan ada and havouc gila. But this year havouc mmg la havouc and happening but intan tak de my bff x de. so mcm x syok sket. huh..
So this year, pja bkn sibuk tangkap pic coz my camera batt run flat. How sad is that. As the result i'm busy playing with baby Ya. hurm ank sdare tun. She is damn cute man.Well it just like nature from myself since childhood i love babies. Well while i'm busy playing with her, out of the blue aman said 2 me 'awk maen ngn baby 2 semata-mata nak dpt attention alif (cousin Tun) itu ke?' Huh.. tak ada maknaya la. pja tak suka la kaluorg accused me like that. Tp pja sudah biasa dah dgn aman nya attitude.
In mean whila all Tun's family usik2 tun.. tanya:
'hah Tun mane gf kamu ni? Yang mana satu??'
Some1 said 'Yg bj purple tue'
Aman pon malu2 lew..
pja plak da LOL!!
haha..
Well k then i want 2 stud lew...
20/10/07
DEar bloggie, hari ini Tun buat open house. Well pja memang excited sangat2... i miss them alot!! hurmm hakim, idayat, and other fellow. disebabkan terlalu teruja, parents Tun srill remeber me. Know what is the treatmark 4 me?? 'oUWWH awk yg dtglast year kan, yg potpet..potpet tue." Pja plak dat time malu sgt2.. hanye tuhan yg tahu..pja fikir2 blk byk sgt kew pja ckp huh last year?? ye la agaknye. Mana taknye rumah Tun lawa and ada garden engglish style gitu. So last year pja siap tangkap pic sana sini dlm rumah dia. Memang muka x malu on pja that time. ahah.. Tapi last year intan ada and havouc gila. But this year havouc mmg la havouc and happening but intan tak de my bff x de. so mcm x syok sket. huh..
So this year, pja bkn sibuk tangkap pic coz my camera batt run flat. How sad is that. As the result i'm busy playing with baby Ya. hurm ank sdare tun. She is damn cute man.Well it just like nature from myself since childhood i love babies. Well while i'm busy playing with her, out of the blue aman said 2 me 'awk maen ngn baby 2 semata-mata nak dpt attention alif (cousin Tun) itu ke?' Huh.. tak ada maknaya la. pja tak suka la kaluorg accused me like that. Tp pja sudah biasa dah dgn aman nya attitude.
In mean whila all Tun's family usik2 tun.. tanya:
'hah Tun mane gf kamu ni? Yang mana satu??'
Some1 said 'Yg bj purple tue'
Aman pon malu2 lew..
pja plak da LOL!!
haha..
Well k then i want 2 stud lew...
Thursday, October 18, 2007
it's being a long time....
Thusday,
18.10.07
1.40pm
Dear bloggie, it's being along time i stop blogging. Well this week is hari raya festive. But it really not enjoying though. Because next week i'm having my final exam. Plus i've only can online when my dear sister s back from uniten. Hurm today i;m going to ibu house. having study group. OMG i really can't believe it.. i damn lazy stduying for this examanation.
Dear bloggie, last night acap, he told me his 'secret'. Damn after i knew it after he told me i get angry. U bet i am. Huh why this world has become mean. Wahat happened to all our malays?/ our religions?? Hancus.. i list up their name those who i know their secret deeply. ' Abg, acap, joe' I pray for them.. hope they stop!!!!! Ashraff, you have cute lil baby face and i know deep inside you you really intelligens, just don't ruin your precious life. Jgn cemarkan hidup acp dgn benda2 yg tak sepatutnya.
Dear bloggie, my pet bro he .. well as in mentallyhe already left me.. he didnt even text me and call me. Well that's why all this while i said everyone will cahange soon or later. But the sad thing is all this while he promised me always text me and never let me felt alone.. cry for help.. huh.. this the reality of life uh.
Dear bloggie, pja mmg ske novelist NASS ALINA NOAH. She really good in writing..
Well in 2007 she create 5 novel series its..'FLYING KISS, MY BABY GIRL, I MISS YOU, B'COZ OF U AND somethg.. i forgot lew..
kk then chiow.. luv u..
18.10.07
1.40pm
Dear bloggie, it's being along time i stop blogging. Well this week is hari raya festive. But it really not enjoying though. Because next week i'm having my final exam. Plus i've only can online when my dear sister s back from uniten. Hurm today i;m going to ibu house. having study group. OMG i really can't believe it.. i damn lazy stduying for this examanation.
Dear bloggie, last night acap, he told me his 'secret'. Damn after i knew it after he told me i get angry. U bet i am. Huh why this world has become mean. Wahat happened to all our malays?/ our religions?? Hancus.. i list up their name those who i know their secret deeply. ' Abg, acap, joe' I pray for them.. hope they stop!!!!! Ashraff, you have cute lil baby face and i know deep inside you you really intelligens, just don't ruin your precious life. Jgn cemarkan hidup acp dgn benda2 yg tak sepatutnya.
Dear bloggie, my pet bro he .. well as in mentallyhe already left me.. he didnt even text me and call me. Well that's why all this while i said everyone will cahange soon or later. But the sad thing is all this while he promised me always text me and never let me felt alone.. cry for help.. huh.. this the reality of life uh.
Dear bloggie, pja mmg ske novelist NASS ALINA NOAH. She really good in writing..
Well in 2007 she create 5 novel series its..'FLYING KISS, MY BABY GIRL, I MISS YOU, B'COZ OF U AND somethg.. i forgot lew..
kk then chiow.. luv u..
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