10.10.2010

Hey there folks.. People who in loves. Individual who cares about their friendship than love. A person who appriciate their life and whoever in between them. Good morning. How u guys catch up with this world? Full of karma, and hectic? As the title has been type, what are so special about today? Or i could say about that date. Since almost everyone is excited about it. There is no doubt, today dates gonna be a history or momentos for those who will be husband and wife.. A couple.. Birthday nor any event that are related.

As for me? Today is the day that i could loosen up. As a dentistry student who studying abroad (indonesia). This is the only day i could pampered myself because today is the only day i don't have any classes. U bet!! its sunday!!

I've been wondering, day by day..Year by year.. had passed. Most of my favourite bloggers is not active. Which is, some of them has already close their account and some of them rarely post anything in their blog. Why?? ASk yourself.. There's no way the reason is 'i run out of ideas what to write'..Nahhh.. In our daily life, there's A LOT to share. So to every bloggers do update your blog.. +'+

This past few days, i feel downcast. The main reason is because there's a little misunderstanding going on between this lecturer and us. Uhhh just to think of it.. My blood burst to the max. Damn her!! Long came short, we have to score full marks in our exam in order to pass. HAhA... WTV... i don't care..

Everything that my beloved ones opinion or thoughts really could impact me A LOt. Like, "blaja elok2 jgn buat malu kami je.. anta blaja jauh2"

Arghhhhh.... pfft.....

Shoot!!!!!!! i was like...I feel want to die to know, to read that comment. Arghhh.. with just those words, i could be a different person. Gloomy.. Moody.. tired.. My mind easilly get tired if i stress bout this. At the end, i'm not continuing my revision. Instead i sleep. Yeah the most medcine that efficacious for me is by sleeping. I hate it.. Not be able to concentrate and do something worthwhilefor myself!! The exam is just around the corner. Hack i din't study anything at all.. Damn it!!!

Iwant ice cream!!!! really..really.. want it now!!

Still there's some people could make me ease. Altho just by chatting with them.. They are Amanina zawani and Badiu.. Yeahhhhhh.. Long live for u both.. A true friend.. Love u both..

May Allah give me strengh to deal with this matter..

~ AdvanCed~

Good Afternoon men and women, boys and girls and anyone in between. How are u guys catching up with your lives? Still in good condition and full of vivacious in you?

Latterly, me and my housemate spent a lot of our freetime played futsal. It's fun+tiring+make our muscle cramp and sore. Hehe.. That is because within almost 7 month i haven't train my muscle in sports activity. The main thing make us so passionate bout futsal is.. PKPMI held futsal game on 17the Octtober 2010. We as junior batch 2010 ull of exuberant start practicing. Haha.. More! we bought futsal ball itself. UHuh... Albeit, not only futsal we played. On the contrary, we played badminton last 2 night. WOW!! frankly speaking I've never went out at night for amusement. Plus arrived at our house around 11 ++pm... Ahah... Thanks to our senior Badiu who inform us bout any activity they having.. Thumbs up!!

The thing that bothers me is. We the FKG will be sitting our examination on 17th October 2010. Thus, I'm dilemma whether i'm gonna join the team or not.. Uhuh..

Like always i have tones of other things to share with.. Expecially bout the 4 letter word.. L.O.V.E..... Somehow i;m not in the mood to do so.. DON't know why. LAtely i felt tired. Arghhhh... please laziness shuh2.. go away from my life. I can't afford of the consequences being lazy. MAma i'm sorry. Virus of laziness slowly injected my spirit.
Allah please make me strong and exuberant like i use to. Amin..

~ConFession~

Hello there boys and girls, man and woman. and everyone in between.(sounds familiar?) How are you people holding up for your lives?(familiar also). Its Friday, 24th September 2010. The weather is piece of mind yet its drenched. Yeah.. Its been a while since i update my blog. Sorry folks.. Day by day.. I have lots of things to write on but time is envied... Heeee... Enough ofthe entry...

As the title had been decided.. So i've hav a few things to confess.(sounds serious)
Life in Medan as always parched and full of obstacle. It's not easy to live in other people country expecially in Indonesia. To justify of what i've said, as all residents in Malaysia known alredy. We (Malaysian and Indonesian) have crisis. Well that's the beuty of living in others land yeah. I have to get use to walk under the rain nor under the hot sun yeah. Last 2 days. The beca i ride.. The tyre run flat. Ahaa.. in middle of raining. Thus we have to pay the Pak Beca still. Extra somemore from what we've agreed before. Because of we have empathism. Yeah.. No never know what other things could happen to you.

1st year aim is.. to apply and own a scholarship. So that i wouldn't burden my beloved ones. Im sorry to my family expecially my dearest mom who willing 2 sacrifice just to make sure i could further my study in dentist. I owe u a lot. A LOT... infinity... I miss my family genuinely trully.

I have this idea. Always twinglling in side my head.. Heee... I wish to buy nor have a property. Such, land and house. Albeits, the price of houses nowdays gradually increase. Yeah.. I don;t know weather i have the money to buy a house for my own. Yeah....

Life as always.. Has its own unrevealed mysterious path. We as a normal human being. We never know's what is waiting for us ahead. Like people said, 'we could plan everything nicely and organisely still Allah who decides which is which." Personally, love is undefined. You never know weather his the right one foru or not. So, i'm choosing let it be. Just follow the flow. No forcing nor rushing....

Love my life... Appriciate my life.. Just 5 years more.. Than InsyaAllah.. I'll achive my goal in life when i'm 25 years old. No one know's what people dreamt off...

Its late though.. Although i have blass of ideas 2 share with. Still InsyaAllah.. we still have 2moro.
Hold on tigh folks.. to ride a roller costerand went through all the dirts before you reach your own destination.
Have a blass day...

epilogue..

Hey there folks, girls and boys, attached or not attached, loving or hatred.. to all of u. Welcome to my epilogue. When i'm at Indonesia for the 1st weeks. I always said to myself that if i have a broadband, i will update my blog frequently. In contrast, it doesn't happened at all. currently i have my own broadband. Thus, it shouldn't be a problem to online. Maybe because of my lazziness nor busy studying i hardly find the time to networking. Hurmmm... Well enough for the blog entry i perhaps.

This is the fasting month to all Muslims. May Allah bless us for what we're doing. And the thing that we're going to do for the future. Next week is my test. Which, it is on next friday. For this month all FKG(fakultas kedokteran gigi) batch 2010 learn bout the basis of being a dentist. The subject are, agama, kewarganegaraan, kebudayaan. Basicly we've learn bout the Indonesia history and culture. Yeah.. trust me, it's freakin bored!!!! But for better or worst i do have 2 concentrate to those lecture though. Just imagine, within 3 days we'd finished our agama lesson. WOhhhh.. I was like.. Dude!! i have to study this thick book within 2 weeks only due to the upcoming test. Likewise, there;re still other two subject that i have to study within 1 week!!! Just imagine that!!!!. It is totally nightmare if i don't have any clue what are the answer for the test.. Urghhhh...
In indonesia, we still have class on saturday. Our rest day is only on Sunday. hurmm.. Thus, for malaysian students do appreciate ur saturday.

I met a few seniors that very mischieves. yeah.. They were like gave all the tips to live in Medan. To master our subject. It's very enjoying to hear from Malaysian seniors. Her name is Faimah, 4th year student. Talkative. Cute. Sweet. Exuberant.
Another senior is Tuan Muhammad badiuzzaman. his name is long!!!! He's like a guidance. His physical appearence is cool that most of the girls dream off. But the inner part of him. Makes me respect him all at once. In otehr words, full of sifat-sifat mahmudah . yeah.. There's a lot words to describe his character. But let it be..

My mom, she's at home recovering. She's fine.. Just have to take note on what she's taking for her meal. My beloved sister, is currently in her exams week. Best of luck to her. My papa busy taking care of my mom and still go for work as well. HOHO.. when the guy get married. prepare for all this!! Full of responsible as a husband and dad.

I wish i have something to write bout my foster dad. But i really don't have a clue to write on.

that's all from me i guess. Have to continue study. Pray for my success my friends. Bon Voyage..

what a day

It's the second day of fasting month. I hope it's still not late for me to wish all of u happy fasting month.. May this year and upon it Allah will bless us. Amin...

2nd day of fasting month., I'm not allowed to fasting due to mentrual. 1 hour before break fasting, that the only time i know. How unlucky i am. Haha.. Otherwise i would be able to eat something. Oppss..

Today. The day that everything happened so fast. I couldn't even know is it today or yesterday the yhing that happened to me myself.

Let me introduce to all of u how does the system work in Universitas sumatera Utara (USU). FKG( dentistry) The new system were used since last year which is 2009.
heregoes. It's called block system. As if, we have 2 study 1 subject only throughout this whole month. After 3 weeks, we have to sit for an examination for the whole topic we'd learn. 1 thick book we have memorize all the surah2 and hukum2..
woooshhh... 2 weeks left then for me 2 study.

This morning.
I were placed in group 8 in agama lecture. Thus, we are the last group to present the last topic of agama. Which is Kedokteran gigi. Plus, In USU everything is BI( bahasa Indonesia). Presentation. Tutor and etc..

YES!!! the Indonesian felt it's funny and we sounds so weird when spoke their language. Who cares.. My 1st impression towards the Indonesian student is exuberant. They full of thoughts+ opinion+question. i amazed.. I respect that!! They will ask any question although aminny tiny question. for us it is not an important. But they have their own voice!!!

THIS EVENING!!
As it written at the top of this post. I cant fasting. still i followed my housemate to ramadhan fare. According to ain( 1 of my hsemate) there's a near ramadhan fare just around the corner. Thus, with full of confident. I only bring 20K rupiah, luckily. If not, i'm thinking just to bring 15K. haha...
For 15 mins we walk through the dirty road. We found nothing at all ramadhan fare. Then she started to ask mr beca to took us to the remadhan fare. Without planning or knowing where we going. all of us jump into the beca. Long story came short. It's freaking far from our house. Else, i didnt bring any identification card and my hp. GREAT!!!
We arrived at the destiny IStana Maimon ( ramadhan fare). Then we decide to go to Medeka walk caused at that time it's raining cats and dogs. Hurmmm... arrived, my meal cost me Rp 20 300. Haha,.. even my friend have to lend her money to pay my meal. we went back by taxi. Without any cash with me. In 1 taxi 8people.. Nice right.. The thing that i want 2 share is that. It is an experienced to eassily get lost with short of cash with u. At night. all girls. raining cats and dogs. The road flooded. Hi 5 girlss.. we are save.

Just now, i've been inform that my mom will undergo minor operation. To remove her bile duct. I'm sure it is cost way much expensive. I didn;t ask forsure. I'm hoping everything will go smoothly and nothing ba dwould happen to my dear mom. Love u Mom.. u are everything for me.. and our family.

Till then from me folks..

u never know..

Continuing our entry. In Indonesia it's 1 hour late then Malaysia. Thankful that i manage to recall back which shop she went. We walk about 1 km ahead after the 'beca' drop us at one place.
Yeah.. I have to ride 'beca' to go anywhere that is not in walking distance. My house is not in USU but near USU lol. Thus i have to ride beca or 'angkut'~ its like a van though the angkut. It cost me Rp 2000=Rm0.40. Beca Rp 7000=Rm0.65

I'm able to online easily caused i'm in Sun Plaza shopping centre. Plus we're ate at Mr. Pancake they provide free wifi. That's the best!!!!
I will go back for Lebaran which maybe on the 6th or 8th sept. Nevertheless, i have to apply again my Visa. That would be very troublesome for me plus in Lebaran.
I'm overwhelming when Fara aimira offered to post some money. Hahaha.. don't worry guys i'm still healthy as always infact i eat quite frequent than i'm in Msia. hahhah.. I love u girls laa...

Khairul hanif.. still in love...........
i was like wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! that is so long man.
like I said u never know when someone love you deeply and sincerely. 3 years is not a short time though. Yeah... i respect him for that. plus i give respect to him caused he bought his own gadget. woot..woot..

Love triangle. How it feel??
I wonder how.. hurmmm.. U can't blame yourself if you're in that position. True or false?
i've been in that position???

Till then..
love and kisses to my family and my besties.

i'm here

Hey peeps.. As always, it's been a while. I'm here. which is Medan, Indonesia. I haven't start my class yet. All dentistry classes would be start on next monday. All of us ( international) student having hard time when it comes to medical check up and registration. Because here, most of the people lack of disciplined. SERIOUSLY!!!! like pfft....they cut queue. Pushing.. they raised their voices when they told us how the system work at there. They didn't respect to each other.. Fuhhh.. I could list all the bad or worse thing happen in here till night i guess.. But the heck. New environment, new place, i'm new in this country. In order to go in the bright side u'll have to face the darker side first yeah. 'before u walk at dawn. u have 2 go through the night first"

The weather is almost the same as Malaysia. In contrast, the air pollution is 100% worse then Malaysia. The traffic is better then vietnam ( for those who have been in Vietnam) but less develope like Malaysia. Honestly, when u at different country, u'll start comparing ur beloved country and the country u'd stayed. Frankly speaking, Malaysia is the best country ever. U could find so much food~ Arabians, western. asia, japan~ all of these easily get in Malaysia.

I'm not regret of choosing this path. Absolutely!!!! Just have 2 adjust here and there and study. I'll be fine. Right now, i'm trying not to compare and complaint. It"ll effect ur mind and (semangat) ahhahha...

I'm staying in double story house, It felt like i'm staying in bungalow. Yeah. RM 3000 yaw! one year. Expensive yaw... Plus, it doesn't provide us free wifi!!! darn!!! So i guess i'm gonna buy broadband though. We( my housemate) hae to pay Rm 1100 just to get the line. Then we have to pay per montly the wifi. IF WE WANT THAT TO HAPPEN. I was like h**l no!!!

In a good way, the things is quite cheap around here. Hrmmmm...
I'm having difficulty in drop a cmmnt to some of my friend blog. So, i'm sorry guys. I do not know i cant. Because of wifi or what.. huh.. Before this i never have a hard time in online because ussualy I use my house streamix. Damn fast!! No need to wait. Well just have to adjust myself. I'm not gonna die just because of the small things.

Currently, i only take a real meal on the evening. Breakfast~oat. Noon~ usually didn't take anything or just a biscuits. Evening~ noodles or rice. Night~ it depends.
I really have to saving meanwhile to wait for my acc no.

i wanna write more. But have go somewhere else. Help my friend to find her original certs in fotostat shop... crazy rite!!!! till thn..