What's happening at the end of 2008...


Dear bloggie, I'm trully sorry coz it's being along time i didn't write anything in this page.. I guess been busy lately.. huh..


First and foremost i want 2 let u know that my beloved friends which is fara, wida, haqim and shahir is working!!!! Well wida working as clerk in parkson at pyramid. Others working at parkson also as a cashier at S.parade.. Cool huh..
You know what.. Haqim was being seduced by penkid.. She said towards haqim can i kiss and hug you.. Isn't insane.. THen just yesterday he said it's already settle... hurm i guess it's settle then yeah...

So next story is, i haven't register myself for driving class.. coz my parents.. been busy.. i guess.. And i already been interview by the manager in 7e.. Cools huh.. But hopefully i get the job..

So next story is, pja ditawarkan further study at overseas.. But depends on my result..


2008 comes to the end...
It's been almost a year i'm struggling with books and teachers...
It's been a year i've got through this hectic lifetime...
It's been a year i'm struggling with my life...
2008 comes to the end....
I'm relief.. Trully...
2008... witnessed everything..
Witnessed my hardworking..
Witnessed my hectic life..
Witnessed my sadness..
They know how painfull my heart is...
When always be the person who been blame all the time...
All this while..
I'm the one who does the wrong thing..
Who unindependent...
Who have a short memories...
Who can't remember where i put all the things that's mine...
I'm the who get all the blame...
Not other's people...

2008...
WItnessed everything...
It's trully a memorable time for me...
Full of memories...
full of ups and downs moment...
I love 2008...

It teaches me how to appriciate..
It show's me the reality of life..
It teaches me...
Eventhough we are a family...
You cannot trust tem to trust you...
You know why...
Because whatever happends.. They always gona blame you at the end of the day...
TRUST ME...
I've been through it..
A lot times before..
They just gona blame you..
although it is not your fault... but theirs
The ending is predicted..
They always gona win...

You know what...
Just let them be..
Because...
What you give you will get back...
They will know how sad and miserable you are...
when they suffered the same things as what they did to us..........................

Welcome 2009.................

iT's all about 4 dec 08...

that is my bday presen!! outside of the pyramid..






its a happy family pictures 2008 at pyramid...




we are waiting for my qimo,fara n idayat..





Aren't we like a twins?? that is aman..







haha... ifan kena tembak..





On 4 dec 08, it was so enjoying day!!! this is because, we're having our gathering sessions... with all My beloved ones.. wida, fara, aman, qimo, ifan... i am trully love them... trully..


The thing is, actually i've planned that all of us which is wida,aman. fara, qimo, ifan,hafiz,afiq, hodayat going to watch movies then ice skating... But the majority didn;t want to go ice skating... because they running out of money.. okey then... although i felt a bit sad,.. coz there's no "ice skating"... so instead of ice skate, we're went for bowling.. Well it is kind the cool.. But that time i'm ot in the mood.. enjoyed...


You know why... Well i admit i am a lilttle bit sensitive person.. so beginning of the game... i'm not enjoying myself... but then.. after a while.. i really enjoyed it... But.. I came last scorer.. honestly i really not good at bowling though.. hehe...

So after we went bowls... qimo, wida,aman,afiq looking for my belated birthday present... so.. yeah.. i have to "missing" in order to they buy my present... wahaaha...


I couldn't believe qimo bought a pair of earing for me.. it is so lovely and sweet... aman n wida buy a love pillow 4 me... it is so sweet n beutifull!!! afiq bought a "tikus dlm de ade air" it is so cute.. trully.. i love all the gift...


By the way... within the outing day.. pja rase sket jelous la wit my friend let me call her 'kayla'..and the guy is ' kuzer' so well.. lately.. kuzer likes to talk n hang out with kayla.. i mean he felt entertaint with kayla stories and jokes... and i've been ignored... i really felt sad.. i cried that day... thank god no one noticed it...
so well ithink kuzer didn;t like me anymore.. he likes kayla more than i... yeah i really felt so disappointed... well i'm a girl rite.. so i noticed that kayly loves attentions and i think he likes kuzer 2... i can see by her body gestures n her look towards kuzer..
Kuzer is really a sweet guy,, handsome.. very..very gentleman... he such a sweet guy...


i think i starts to likes him.. love?? i don't know... let the times tell us yeah...

preview for 2008 in my life..

Dear bloggie, i've been busy all this year.. Yeah 4 sure... it is because i was a SPM candidate back then.. On 2008.. yeah i was Spm candidate..

2008 is coming to the end.. I don't know why i felt sad.. lonely.. scared.. I wonder why i felt that way.. Within these year.. i've been through a lot of things.. since i didn't wrote all the things happened in 2008... So, i really can't remember well what was the "things" that i've been through..

So, starting from this year.. i've been choosen to be the president of librarian... WEll for sure i was shocked.. I am though.. So, i accept the challenge

being a leader.. Honestly i was so nervous back then.. But i took it as a challenge..

Furthermore within i'm the leader, it felt really good.. IT's because this post had improved myself.. Which is.. it helps 2 boost up my confidents level.. work as a team.. Although, it's help in mentally.. it leaves effect on my studies.. MY result is totally.. like shit.. i'm not like fara, she had been a great leader in her old boarding schools... i'm not like aman.. she's a genius..

Back to my story, as you know back i was in form 4.. i was so miserable+giving up person+full of tears+fragile... this is all becaused all my beloved ones has been transfered to boarding schools... I felt so alone.. and i hardly cope up with my studies.. Therefore, i have 2 pay back all my efforts into form 5... Well i really tried so hard to cope with the studies.. As the results almost all my subjects was improved..I'm so glad..

2008 is come to the end,,

It's gonna end soon..

Only a few days left..

The sorrow, it slowly engulf myself..

I'm hoping our special relationships is not gonna end...

2008...

witnessed all of our pain.. sadness.. enthusiasm..

The most thing is our love story..

2008..

is comes to the end..

........................

there's no word in this world..

beyond the galaxies..

to describes our love story..

Our friendship...

Our story in 2008.....

i like you... maybe i love you...

Sometimes.. i really hates you...

I am.. beyond your expectations..

As i said.. there's no word on this world.. to describe it...

Goodbye... 2008...