Saturday, December 6, 2008

preview for 2008 in my life..



Dear bloggie, i've been busy all this year.. Yeah 4 sure... it is because i was a SPM candidate back then.. On 2008.. yeah i was Spm candidate..


2008 is coming to the end.. I don't know why i felt sad.. lonely.. scared.. I wonder why i felt that way.. Within these year.. i've been through a lot of things.. since i didn't wrote all the things happened in 2008... So, i really can't remember well what was the "things" that i've been through..


So, starting from this year.. i've been choosen to be the president of librarian... WEll for sure i was shocked.. I am though.. So, i accept the challenge

being a leader.. Honestly i was so nervous back then.. But i took it as a challenge..

Furthermore within i'm the leader, it felt really good.. IT's because this post had improved myself.. Which is.. it helps 2 boost up my confidents level.. work as a team.. Although, it's help in mentally.. it leaves effect on my studies.. MY result is totally.. like shit.. i'm not like fara, she had been a great leader in her old boarding schools... i'm not like aman.. she's a genius..


Back to my story, as you know back i was in form 4.. i was so miserable+giving up person+full of tears+fragile... this is all becaused all my beloved ones has been transfered to boarding schools... I felt so alone.. and i hardly cope up with my studies.. Therefore, i have 2 pay back all my efforts into form 5... Well i really tried so hard to cope with the studies.. As the results almost all my subjects was improved..I'm so glad..


2008 is come to the end,,

It's gonna end soon..

Only a few days left..

The sorrow, it slowly engulf myself..

I'm hoping our special relationships is not gonna end...

2008...

witnessed all of our pain.. sadness.. enthusiasm..

The most thing is our love story..

2008..

is comes to the end..

........................

there's no word in this world..

beyond the galaxies..

to describes our love story..

Our friendship...

Our story in 2008.....



i like you... maybe i love you...

Sometimes.. i really hates you...

I am.. beyond your expectations..

As i said.. there's no word on this world.. to describe it...

Goodbye... 2008...

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