~Veiled~

Dear bloggie, ahah.. it's been a while haven't updating my blog. Well 4 the entry i would wish 4 the Muslim 'selamat hari raya qurban'.. On top of that, best wishes and best of luck in our upcoming xm for FKG-10. 6 days left. Wow.. time is running past by though. Very seldom i would post something about feelings and what i feel. Ussually i'll kept to myself only.. But dunno why, out of sudden my hand easilly type..

I've fallen for someone. Haha.. How? Who? its undefined. At first, i try not to fall in love with anyone. Because, the least that i could do for the 1st year in USU is try to stabilize myself either in study nor my life. What could i do. I'm just a normal girl that have feelings. Still, i prefer to kept it to myself and have a control on my feelings. If i said, i'm not jealous when other girl approach him, that would be a lie. Honestly, my jealousy is beyond my capability. Time to time i manage to control. I love when he ask 'are u ok?' how r u doing?' although it is just short and simple ques, i appreciate it a lot. Coz the small things like that matter we ussually take 4 granted. Human tend to forget the small pieces of intimacy in life.

Everytime i'm praying, I would say 'jagalah hbgn baik antara kami'.. We as human could plan ahead, still Allah the one who decides. We could done our best, pray and tawakal~ Ya Allah, berikanlah hambamu kekuatan