~DoWncaSt~

Morning peeps..

i'm feeling very deeply down..

what i've planned before i came here, has vanished..

i didn't planned that i would feel lost.. i didn't planned i would be this sorrow..

i didn't planned i'm gonna have a close guy friend..

I didn't assign for any post in any clubs..

Myplan is.. stay my head focus on the game..

No any disturbance...

Ya Allah.. kuatkanlah hambaMu ini...

Jgnlah ujianMu ini akan memberi efek kpd pelajaran ku..

Niat ku hanya satu..

Belajar dan grad..And have a nice job to support my family...

What we planned, hardly follows as we plan...

I'm not strong enough to deal with this...yet

i'm not the type of person who share my sorrow with others...

i'm not like that..

The only therapeutic for me to engulf my sorrowness is only by writing...

How i wish.. i could let it out...

How i wish.. at first place.. I'm a decent person and not that outstanding so that i could follow my game plan..

I'm speechless... One thing my request..

Jagalah hubungan baik kami Ya Allah..

Hanya Engkau Maha Mengetahui apa yg ku rasakan saat ini....

I never cried this often....

sedihhh.. penat.. tak larat.. tolonglah